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greetings everyone. i know its been quite a long time since i updated, sorry ((blush)). i've been so busy with school & phonesex. its kind of amazing. i think i'm spending less time on my studies & more time masturbating but its working. speaking of masturbating, Crucifix...a fellow phone deviant wanted me post about him here. so Hail Crucifix 666...i really get off on all the religious play phonesex we do. i love to sin with you. to read more about Crucifix and phonesex click here.



one of my sculptures won an award here at school. i was excited but also a little embarrassed because art to me is so personal. i guess i get a little to into art but i can't help it, its an intense passion & no matter if it ends up being my life or not i'm sure i'm always going to me making something or working on a painting or drawing.

i'll attempt to write in my journal more often, i realize i'm not the easiest person to get to know. i'm private, sometimes shy. i'm very open with my sexuality but sometimes i'm sure people want more. i think this journal maybe a way to give it.

~ Ruby
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today i went to my morning classes & then met some friends for tea off campus. we traded valentines day gifts. small stuff we made. i gave out some old fashioned Victorian valentines cards that i added to & personalized with notes & song lyrics. when i got back to my dorm there were a dozen roses so red they looked black. i wonder who left them, the card just said "for Ruby" ((blush))...i known many guys but most of them are just friends. i don't date much because i like to focus on my art. not being involved in a relationship during school sharpens my preception & gives my art a better edge. it defines things for me. i just wonder who cold have left the roses. they are beautiful. i apperciate beauty so. i'd like to know whom to thank. i wonder....my clothing and style maybe be completely back but my heart is not.



sometimes when you look the way i do people judge you. this used to upset me but know the stares & shock give me a little jolt of pleasure. i like being different & standing out. i’m not to into anything ordinary, especially phonesex. i like the nasty, freaky, deviant things not all the other phonesex girls will do. when i think of the phonesex i’ve done i like to feel hot all over, i like to blush, i like to feel like a dirty little whore. i know the phonesex i crave is forbidden & taboo. i like it that way. the more unusual the better. if you have a fantasy you think is sick or shocking please share it with me. or ask me to share some of my most deviant desires with you. i can be shy but i will open up on the phone with you and tell you the dirty & taboo secrets that make me wet. phonesex allows us so much freedom of thought, we can take our fetishes & fantasies whereever we like & what i like is the perverse & kinky…indulge yourself in something dark & edgy with a phonesex dirty minded goth girl.

~ Ruby
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dark & deviant fantasies are what i’m attracted too. anything edgy, in reality or in phonesex fantasy excites me. i personally like to push my limits of pain tolerance. if youre brutal, sadisitic & cruel i am the ideal painslut phonesex girl for you. torture & the taboo get me wet. i’m willing to go as far as you like & if it’s forbidden or kinky that just makes the fantasy so much more fascinating for me. if you’d like to experiment with a freaky little goth girl who craves the kinkiest & darkest phonesex deviance possible then contact me via phone and we can get truely freaky.



i'm in a busy place with school and my art however that does not mean i don't like to break to talk to anyone who would like ot talk to me.

~ Ruby
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i made that little dollie of myself. another girl on the floor saw it & said it looked "exactly just like me". it does. except my hair always has colored streaks in it. i want to do burgandy next. or maybe blue.

i had another good weekend with my friends. i swore i was not going to party to much in school since i'm lucky to go to such an amazing uni that i should really put all my time & emotion & i kind of do. most of it anyway. but there's also some can't miss alt clubs in this city & sneaking in gets so easy. ((sigh)) i had fun but today i'm going to stay on the floor & work on my projects & study & i'll be able to answer my phone of course. if i leave campus at all it will just before some chai or something to eat. i'm so into the projects i am doing now i won't even discuss them. that is how i get, when i'm really immersed into a piece i never want to explain it, just do it.



phonesex is fascinating. i was not sure it would be what it is. but i am learning so much about things i thought i already knew a lot about. its fascinating & i'm suprised. i knew it would be hot from all the times before & i knew it would be a way to open up & experience the part of myself that is least shy but i'm hearing new things & ideas & its exciting. different fetishes & taboos that can but just simple but unusually shaped by a twisted roleplay & the darkest of dark desires will always be a deviance i welcome. i suppose i was just unsure if others would welcome it as well but they have. phonesex here is mainly two things for me...an outlet & a wealth of infomation. i want to take freaky, kinky, taboo, forbidden & deviant fantasy phonesex to a new level. the possibility for experience arouses the kinkstress in me.

~ Ruby
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last night was fun, cold but fun. we went downtown & tried to sneak into some clubs. one of the doormen said he wouldnt check our ID if me & my friend Gina kissed. so we did. it was a little embarrassing because everyone watched. but we got in so it was worth it. i had on really cute boys bondage pants and my friends kept pulling on the straps. some guy wanted to buy me lots of voddy too. so i let him. ((blush)), I stayed with my friend & his girlfriend but i got up early and walked back to the dorms. it was a peaceful long walk & it gave me time to think. mostly about my next art project.



i’ve had really dark fantasies for as long as i can recall. when i was a little girl i never played with other childern, i would read or i would make up my own little world (you could call this my very first sexual fantasies) & i would be a hepless little girl kidnapped. sometimes i would lock myself in a closet & try to tie my hands up. i would imagine there was someone who captured & owned me & was going to come for me at any moment & it would be my duty to do whatever it was that they wanted. or i would pretend i was a slave sold at auction to a cruel master. i suppose this would be considered morbid especially for one so young but that is always what i’ve been drawn too. then i got my first spanking & learned about pain. i was shy (& sometimes still am) but i did things to get myself in trouble so i could be spanked. that held me for a few years & then i started to get interested in piercings, needles, blood. i could go on but i’d rather save that for the phone. i tell you these things not to brag on myself as someone who is unique or different or elite but so you may understand that i am open to twisted, dark, taboo, forbidden desires & fantasies. i enjoy phonesex that explores & exploits these freaky, kinky & taboo fetishes. my desires dwell on the dark side. they always have & likely always will. there is nothing too racy or nasty. i will consider anything. to me, phonesex is…a limitless world of kink and freakiness. i revel in that. & invite you to do so with me…

i know many of the girls here write about their calls. i almost fell shy to do so because i can't be sure if the other person would be open to that & sometimes phonesex is so private. its so honest. a no boundries and no limits conversation about sexual desires. so i'm not certain if i want to journal about my calls. i'm full of secrets & i think i would just prefer to add to that. so for now at least the only time i will be writing about my calls if is a phonesex master orders me to do so.

~ Ruby
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i started doing phonesex. wow. i've taken calls and been chatting in the chat room. it was really a turn on, saying nasty things to a stranger I felt like such a slut. and yeah that makes me wet....



i wanted to let you guys know my links so you can bookmark them, here they are....

www.thekittenranch.com/ruby.htm

www.cheapphonesexxx.com/ruby.htm

www.phonesexsuperstars.com/ruby.htm

those links have all the infomation you need to call me. you can read what i wrote about myself, i hope its not . soon i want to add a voice clip. maybe tonight.

i have to finish a project that i've been working on for a few days. i have to shatter some mirrors to get the effect i want. i went to the thrist store and grabbed a few. i hope its enough and i hope that their going to look how i see them lookin in my head. if the shatters arent shiny enough i could glaze them i suppose. the project is an artistic representation of winter. i'm basing my piece on the fact that the suicide rate goes up drastically in the winter. i want the piece to give off the aura of coldness and lonliness but also be beautiful and inviting in a way. i love art and i actually love all my art classes so i will talk about them a lot. i do get shy and protective of my pieces but maybe in the future i will post some pictures of them.

time for a ciggie break. its cold outside but you cannot smoke on the floor. it reminds me of on of the highschools i went to that had alarms in the bathrooms that detected cig smoke (and "other smoke" too) and would shoot this pink goo all over when they went off. i hated that school.

~ Ruby
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so its 2007. i had a decent new years. i went and watched my friend and his girlfriend get pierced and then there were a few parties to go to. one was a costume party and i didnt know it until after i left the dorms (which barely anyone is in anyway. so quiet and peaceful that was actually.) so I just put my hair in pigtails applied some black lipstick and borrowed a plaid skirt and weird black mask thing and made myself into a wicked school girl. unoriginal i know but i guess i forgot it was going to be a costume party. when we got there some boy said come here and he drew scars all over my arms with a marker. it looked cool. i had to have a few cranberry and voddys but i had fun even though i'm not all that into parties. at midnight i kissed 2 girls at once and a boy flipped my skirt up and kisses my ass. that made me laugh. i was supposed to go try and sneak into The Vogue but i got in last time and i think it only works every other time.

i'm excited and nervous about taking calls. way more excited than nervous though. part of me is such a shy girl but then theres so much of me who is a true freak. maybe you don't think those things can go hand in hand but i know they do.

~ Ruby

i'll be writing here just as soon as i start doing phonesex, which i hope is soon. i have a "real" paper journal that i write poems in and things; i've never kept an online one which is strange since i spend a lot of time online. i think i might have started on on SG but never wrote in it because i was on SG to see pictures of cute naked girls, not write. but i'm here to write and then i'm "here" to do phonesex....

i'm pretty quite and somewhat shy "in real life" but i've been having phonesex since i was like 12 and i got some chatline numbers out of the back of Metal Edge and i am not shy or quiet then. i'm really freaky actually. you probably want to know how freaky; well here are my areas of interest....

Pain Slut (torture me, beat me, whip me, cane me, anything)

Snuff (edge play, strangulation, horror, hanging, everything else)

Submission (thru disipline, pain and humiliation turn me into your own little whore)

Body Mods (piercings, branding, scaring, tattooing)

Clothing (uniforms, lingerie, stockings, pantyhose, anything you want)

Extreme Anal and Oral (force me, gape me, hurt me)

Body Fluids (blood, golden, brown, spit, everything)

Taboo / Unusual Roleplays (goth girl, beastiality, ageplay, religious play, everything else to nasty to mention here)

Girl on Girl Sex (2 girl phone sex calls, lesbian stories, lesbian fantasies)

Orgies (threesomes, gangbangs, group sex)

Strap On Play (willing or forced)

those are the fetishes that make me wet so i'm looking to talk to guys about that stuff mainly. anyway. i'll be available for calls really soon. i just wanted to get something written to that effect before the new year, i don't know why. i'm kind of obsessive like that. soon i'll be doing my voice clip and the webmaster will be adding my pictures to the site and you can see more and read what i wrote about myself, so....

talk to you soon; i think.

~ Ruby